I’m just sitting here reflecting on how good God is. My eyes can’t hold back the tears as I think about what He’s done for me. Over the past couple of days He has spoken to me in such a way that I know it’s His voice. He’s showing me that I don’t have to fear because He’s right there with me. For so long I’ve felt so unworthy of His love and blessings, fearing I would mess things up or disappoint Him. Yet He continues to shower His blessings upon me to teach me how to receive. He’s showing me that I am whole and worthy of all He has in store for me. During this healing process I’ve felt like I’m not “there” yet. I don’t even know where “there” is, but figured I would know once I arrived. I felt like only then would I be deserving of His promises. But God said, “Not so. My timing is not your timing. I will bless you when I get ready.” I don’t know what tomorrow has in store, but I’m so thankful for what He’s done today.
I encourage you to thank Him for the progress you’ve made this far. Thank Him for the work He’s begun in you. Know that you don’t have to work for God’s blessings, He will send them whenever He gets ready. Just trust Him.